Too much drama

I think I'm done with tabletop roleplaying. Not because I don't enjoy it when I have the chance to try it, but because there's nothing else I've ever done with the capacity to ruin more friendships/relationships than roleplaying. My best friend and two others have been making my SO miserable over it, or vice-versa (I don't know the whole story, okay, it seems to be a circular thing) and I'm just sick of the whole thing, especially since I've tried to talk to everyone involved about it and no one listens. So, yeah. I'm out.

Currently out and about and trying to do some writing. It's been difficult. I might need to arrange a change of venue and go somewhere else, somewhere that doesn't have internet. (My newgameplus entry is at least coming along now, though.)

Really, my time lately has been consumed by sketching. I have a bad case of the headbees about this (you're better at writing and you just plain suck at drawing, and no one looks at your art anyway, so why are you focusing on drawing?) and am trying to ignore them, because drawing is kind of fun, okay? And relaxing. And I've wanted to learn how to draw at least well enough to express my basic ideas that I have trouble describing, or to plan out how something I'm imagining actually looks, and the only way to do that is to practice.

Sigh. I don't know, it'll probably just fizzle out like everything else I do. But I'm going to try to stick with it. There's a community called slothsdraw that I'd like to join, but they seem rather inactive. I might grab it anyway and do some old challenges. And, of course, there's always bucketlist for some practice (I've actually been participating there a fair amount, albeit anonymously. So I'm at least writing a little bit.)