how long is a month again?

[wallwalker]

It's hard for me to do monthly updates anymore. I'm always busy and time is meaningless. Work feels like it's getting better, but it's still hectic, and time is blending together; I'll think of an issue I'm pretty sure I worked on a few weeks ago, and it'll turn out to be three months ago. This is what life feels like.

I'm proud of being able to write what I did the last two months, and particularly the original work I managed to write. I'm looking at Neocities and trying to decide if I want to have a small site there for more original universe things, like story bibles, things to keep track of my own ideas. I definitely realized there were a lot of ideas that I lost in the multiple years between starting them and now, when I managed to complete a few story arcs.

(In particular, The Witch and the Tower is probably never going to be finished, or if it is it will look very different from the actual original idea. I don't identify with the character I identified with before so the driving force behind it is gone now.)

Unfortunately it's been a few weeks now and I don't have any real inspiration to write, mostly because of being busy or tired from being busy. I hope it won't be another seven years before I can come back to this with any kind of energy.

Comments

[ryulynn]

Sucks to hear about how busy and tired you are. Hopefully it cools off soon and you can have the energy to set up the original work stuff that you want to work on!

[lassarina]

*hugs* Energy is so hard to manage.

[samuraiter]

I understand this. These days, I measure life in months and years, rather than weeks and months, and I am lucky to update my DW more than once or twice a year.